completely necessary

1. (siiiiighhhhhhhhhhhhh...)
2. listening to Preludes No. 4 and 15 and crying.
3. purchasing The History of Love only because of the title.
4. reading The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock when i'm sad.
5. spending $0.50 on a game at the carnival i was sure i would lose but hoped i would win.
6. walking around the record store today twice just because it felt good being in there.
7. i cannot pass a bookstore. i cannot. (also i will not).
8. still crying every time i open Prayers & Meditations.
9. needing someone to talk to right now right now.
10. stopping today in the middle of a busy walkway to look up.
11. sticking my head out the window tonight on the way home and choking on the perfectly cold air.
12. kicking rocks yesterday.
13. staying up until 2 to finish reading a book.
14. keeping my kaleidoscope in my purse at all times.
15. i can never have enough pictures of looking up under trees.
16. i can listen to This Must Be The Place over and over and over and. it still is one of the best (love) songs.
17. (siiighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...)

tomorrow is almost here. thank You.